Just a Little Venting

Well this one won't be very long I just need somewhere to write. Life the past couple months have been difficult. I'm pretty sure I know what I want to do with my life. Mission work is pretty clear in my mind, I just don't know how to start or how, even, to tell people "hey I think I want to be a missionary for awhile"; that's just not how our culture works or thinks. So I think I know what path I want to take, but this waiting to figure out how is really getting me down. I have a job and I am so thankful for it. I feel like my life right now is work, sleep, and think and dream about my life in Honduras. I go to bed early, wake up early and study Spanish. Pretty lame, I know. It's hard. It tiring. And I feel like I don't really have anyone to talk to about it. I'm in a different stage of my life and I feel like I'm going through it alone. Everyone I know is either in school or beginning their life here. But I feel that I have unfinished business in Honduras. God has made His voice pretty clear, I just don't know where to start. Prayers would be very appreciated and any advice would be greatly welcomed. Sorry for being so down, it's just been building up. But I am so thankful for my life, I am just needing some support right now!