Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Just a Little Venting

Well this one won't be very long I just need somewhere to write. Life the past couple months have been difficult. I'm pretty sure I know what I want to do with my life. Mission work is pretty clear in my mind, I just don't know how to start or how, even, to tell people "hey I think I want to be a missionary for awhile"; that's just not how our culture works or thinks. So I think I know what path I want to take, but this waiting to figure out how is really getting me down. I have a job and I am so thankful for it. I feel like my life right now is work, sleep, and think and dream about my life in Honduras. I go to bed early, wake up early and study Spanish. Pretty lame, I know. It's hard. It tiring. And I feel like I don't really have anyone to talk to about it. I'm in a different stage of my life and I feel like I'm going through it alone. Everyone I know is either in school or beginning their life here. But I feel that I have unfinished business in Honduras. God has made His voice pretty clear, I just don't know where to start. Prayers would be very appreciated and any advice would be greatly welcomed. Sorry for being so down, it's just been building up. But I am so thankful for my life, I am just needing some support right now!

1 comment:

  1. “Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.”

    Albus Dumbledore

    “Listen to the mustn'ts, child. Listen to the don'ts. Listen to the shouldn'ts, the impossibles, the won'ts. Listen to the never haves, then listen close to me ... Anything can happen, child. Anything can be.”

    Where the Sidewalk Ends


    Don't be down! The will to do something is half the battle. "Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and he will establish your plans." Proverbs 16:3.

    Don't stress about finding the perfect answer. Give it over to God and he will make the impossible possible. God can happen, God can be. All you have to do is find the light switch. "Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength." Nehemiah 8:10

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