Well it has turned out to be a pretty difficult day. I have had several battles within my head and deep down I know it is satan talking, but it is still hard you know? When life begins to get stressful and when I start to feel like I am losing control, my mind immediately begins having negative thoughts. Once the negativity starts, it is almost impossible to stop it from taking over. When I start feeling this way my first instinct is to keep it all inside and shut myself off from the people that can help the most. I can't really explain how I feel so I talk myself out of trying to explain it to others. This kind of negative thinking in the past has resulted in me pushing people away that I was very close to. I do not want to repeat the past so my goal for the next week or however long this lasts is to remind myself not to let go of the people that care and then to actually let those people help.
God Bless,
Hannah
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